Yesterday, I began to really cramp up badly. I really felt just like I was in labor. And my bleeding increased a lot. I didn’t really notice anything odd passing from me, but I did pass some clots. Ewww, huh? Anyway, my doctor’s office nurse said I may not actually see anything because baby stopped developing so early, and had been decomposing for a long time. It’s so sad, sigh. Anyway, I think the worst part is over, from everything that I have read, the main passing only lasts several hours. And this morning I have no cramping at all.
So, now I guess my body begins the healing process, as does my heart. It’s funny, but this morning I feel so hopeful. I feel hopeful for whatever the Lord has in store for me. For whatever direction He leads dh and I.
I wanted to thank each of you for your faithful prayers and words of encouragement. They have meant so much to me.
Now, I need to go tackle my kitchen. Because I was off duty yesterday, my kitchen looks terrible, and I don’t think that there are any dishes clean at all, lol!