I feel…

shocked,

hurt

sad,

confused,

anxious,

worried,

dissappointed,

and….

hopeful.

 

 

I feel hopeful, even in the midst of this turmoil.  What turmoil you ask?  Well, my u/s revealed a problem with my baby.  My doctor doesn’t feel this pregnancy is viable.  The baby is no where near where it should be for gestational age.  And my dates can’t be wrong.

 

So you may be wondering why I feel hopeful.  I feel hopeful because no matter what happens my hope is in the Lord.  I know that no matter what the outcome is, I can trust Him.  I know that He works all things for the good of those who love Him.

 

So even though I feel all these things right now, I also feel hope.  Hopeful for the good the Lord has for me through this, whatever the outcome.